Same ole shit..different day

You know I am really stressed right about now. I am dealing and putting up with a lot of crap from my own kids. But you know what I am also kind of pissed off that my stepson just shows up when he feels like it and why is he here? For one because his girlfriend is working, two to either use our computer or now to play his Xbox live online using our internet. Sunday morning he came here, called at 10 to see if he would make it in time for breakfast as my hubby cooks bacon every Sunday for him and dad. So he came here ate, played his Xbox for a bit and left at 12:30, showed up tonight at 6, used the computer and you guessed it hooked up his Xbox to the internet to play, and left at 9 to pick up his girlfriend from work. I guess he is coming back tomorrow night.

I am not allowed to say a word or get upset. My hubby gets pissy with me about it, but I am sorry but I think it’s rude. I have been dealing with this for years over the weekend we sit around and wait for him to come dawn us with his presence. Hubby hates that I even say that too. Well I am tired of just sitting around, that will change once he is 18 I am told. Well news flash he is 19. So two weekends ago I wanted to go to the lake with my hubby, ya know for a romantic walk on the beach but we couldn’t go because he just showed up and wanted hubby to watch a movie with him. So I cried that weekend. I am so tired of feeling this way and I am seriously at a breaking point. As you can guess we didn’t take that walk!!

So Saturday hubby and I are suppose to go to Olive Garden, my daughter changed her plans so now I have to take my son (she made a deal if she hung around in afternoon could she go to a party and spend the night a friends house, sure but now she is leaving at 1:30, so I have to take my son with us and now she needs money to eat!!!), not exactly time for us. I could of been a bitch and said hey you made this deal but I didn’t get it writing for one (that’s what she said to me) and two because she made this smart ass comment about having to stay home cause of her brother and I am not going to have her throw that back in my face that she missed out on stuff cause she had to stay home. Walk in my shoes just a mile baby cakes!!!

So I over heard someone is off all weekend so I guess I know what that means and there isn’t a damn thing I can say or do about it.

I tried to explain this to my hubby. I said to him that would be like him going to his mom’s house to visit and just jump on her computer and get on the internet and then bring a video game hook up to her TV. It’s rude and you don’t do that.

So I been thinking… it’s obvious that all these problems in my life, perhaps is just ME! I am the problem.