Please say a prayer for my mother…

I am a bit shaken so I hope I can type this out correctly and if it doesn’t sound right then bear with me ok…..  But I just got a call from my mom’s friend with some bad news…. She tried to comfort me by saying first that my mom was ok but she had a stroke but it was caught in what they called the golden hour….and I collapsed.  My legs just went numb.  They are running all kinds of tests on her today…she is due to have an MRI sometime later today, along with a bunch of other tests.  All I can do is sit and cry….and cry…..

My mother has always pushed me away.  She lives hours away and always puts her friends first.  I call her weekly and sometimes I am lucky to get two minutes of her time.  So I am going to try and make arrangements so I can get down to the hospital she is at tomorrow.  Its been 4 years since I seen her.  She didn’t want to see us during the holidays or could I get her to come to visit us here at our home.  Even this year because she already has plans.  What can I do…but love her the only way I know how…

 I called to talk to her on the phone and her speech is very slurred…and I cried as hard as I tried to NOT cry I cried and made her cry.    I told her I was going to try and arrange to come down and she said that she had her friend I wasn’t to worry…..there was nothing I could do right now anyhow. 

So if you could say a prayer for her, I would greatly appreciate it.  I am going to call again later this afternoon.  I am going to figure a way to get there tomorrow, maybe keep our car and have dad take hubby to work and pick him up if i am not back in time…….