Little nervous

May 28, 2008

Well I am getting ready to head to bed and I am still a wee bit nervous about the calling hours tomorrow and the funeral on Friday. This is really a first for me and just been very nervous about it. I have not slept well at night, I toss and turn. I can’t explain how I feel, just is how I feel. I do not want to view my father in law in his casket either, as it will be open. I have shed many tears over this as I explained to my husband I don’t want to be forced! I just can’t do it. It is not about being disrespectful to his family but I just can’t do it. They have to understand that. The kids are not going to the calling hours, my son has a few classes online he needs to take for reviewing for his final tests and exams, and he is struggling in math. They will be going to the funeral on Friday though. WE will be leaving very early in the morning.

I still an uncertain as to what I will be wearing tomorrow. I think just some dress pants and a shirt. I bought a dress for the funeral, as I don’t own any dresses. But I think I already blogged about that one.

I will blog sometime tomorrow evening after we are home before I go to bed to keep you updated and let you know how it went tomorrow.

Posted by Suzie Q | Filed Under Lifesavers