Finally, a moment to myself

Everyone has finally gone to bed and I have a moment to myself.  Today started out with a great little treat on the way for me, as I am going to be testing a new product and its soapy, foamy and lemon berry twisty too!!  If only I could of somehow frozen my day from that point forward!!!

Today my teens (19 and 16) pushed me way to far nerves wise.  I have had all I can take.  For example yesterday my daughter said she was going to shave her legs today so she was going to go and take a shower I asked if she was still shaving her legs she said no, tomorrow so I gave her a puzzled look and she wigged out on me ASSUMING that I assumed that meant a possible BOOTY call for her with boyfriend at his house tomorrow, when all I was going to say was please take a bath instead of a shower, our water bill was $55.00!  I rather you didn’t stand in shower for 40 minutes shaving with the water running the whole time!  So this lead to words.  She just thinks the worst of me all the time, like I just assume every time she goes out they have sex? OMG!  What was that about anyhow?  No I don’t agree with her having sex before she is married, but I can’t stop her, but I don’t allow it to happen in my house.  That is that.  No room for discussion.  I don’t think that is all they do either OMG!  Give me some credit.  Then of course my son had to stick his nose in and thought he had something over his sister, then she threw in the wonder choice of movies he watched (you remember that post yes? the wonderful rated X goodies) which lead to more things being said and then she starts YELLING at me for not getting on him for what he said.  Well hell, she didn’t give me the chance, she already jumped in with her comments and it went from there.  By this time I was LIVID.  I am trying to summarize this because I could be here literally for hours typing!!

I was so upset my chest was very tight and I felt as if I was going to explode.  It was NAIL them or toss a few things.  So end results I broke a glass that had (threw it in sink), smashed my votive warmer, tossed a Longaberger basket (as words coming out of my mouth telling my daughter to get the “F” out I have had it) and who knew plastic basket protectors would shatter!  (UGH) and knocked my computer chair down.  I was just livid.  My heart was beating out of my chest and it was as if someone was standing next to me and blew a breath of air on me, I collapsed!

I can’t take anymore stress!  My body can’t take anymore stress!!  However I have to say I felt calmer after getting up and getting my self together, and letting some of that pinned up frustration out.  Sorry I broke a few things.  Of course hubby wasn’t happy with me.  Can’t win for losing can I!  Why did I have to break my things.  Gee you know at the moment I wasn’t thinking of what can I break you know it was what ever was near me went flying!  What can I say!