Emotional today, weather isn’t helping

This morning I am feeling emotional, and the pressure I am feeling in my sinuses from the damp weather, that isn’t helping either.  You know there are a few things my daughter had brought up and mentioned that kind of is bothering me and I’m dealing with it.  I think the fact that just packing her things and letting her go on last Wednesday and she just being here Sunday just was too soon but with birthdays right now I am dealing with it.  I am very upset over the fact she sold the computer.  I am truly blown away at that.  For what she sold it for, it was way less than what her father and I paid for it and although she gave us  money towards it, we paid the rest.  When ever I ordered computers I always upgraded video card, ram and size of the drive because I am a gamer!  What I think of the little argument hubby and I had at that time over it, just frustrates me.  There was programs on that computer that I didn’t get the chance to remove that belonged to me so when I asked if she reformatted first she said no.  That upset me too.  I think its not a big deal honestly just that fact its just barely been a week, and it was one of those things I sacrificed for her because she wanted so bad that she just up and sold it is what bothers me.  Wow.   The fact that when she lived her at home if she was home she lived on it.  It was a lifeline to her, and a stumbling block between us and at the time she didn’t care.  I think that is why it bothers me because it was a big stress factor in this house for the past two years, she lived on that thing when she wasn’t at work and now that she isn’t here just sold it within a few days of leaving?  She had a mirror that she kept on her computer desk so she would know if  anyone was walking past the room.  It was like a rear view mirror to her.   I fought so much to be a part of her world, one she would not let me in.

Its just I am still tender but I just needed to get it out.